Passion

Since a few days my mind is so full with various random but strong emotions, no, not emotions. It isn’t really emotions; they are things, thoughts about those things, no actually thoughts about just one thing. Like a wish, an ambition, urge. Mind is a funny thing, unpredictable, crazy to the extreme. It doesn’t know what it wants, it wants to be everywhere at the same time. Keeps on jumping over things that doesn’t even stand a chance to be mentioned, and stays there for a long while leaving other important things at bay. When it wants something all it wants is that, all it can think of is that. But once something intervenes between the mind and its want, things change, a shuffle happens and all focus turns towards that thing which intervened. This is the same reason why I hesitate to trust my mind. This sole thought that fills my mind now may over a period of time be pushed back by another intervening thought, even though at this point of time imagining such a thing happen is beyond my capability, because this want that fills my mind now is so strong, so powerfully dissolved within me. I am possessed by it. This is a great thing to feel, passion. Passion drives you like nothing else can. You are happiest and the most satisfied when there is a passion burning inside you, a passion that burns more and more as time passes. When an immortal passion lives within you, your appetite for life is at its peak. That is when you end up loving all tastes of life, be it salty, sweet, and chilly or bitter, you will love it and embrace all of their occurrences. I want this thought that fills me today to stay such forever, and ever and ever. I love this!!